mel's b.s free zone (get in the zone)

grow up

my group for my external subject is in my room at uni, so of course i have no idea what they are on about but if i look up and look like im listening every so often then it can pass that im not in fact on tumblr :), god this shit is borning and my group is condesending to eachother, act like im 10 and talk all over eachother, it doesnt work at all and im really nervous to show them my part coz they will be like YOUR WRONG AND STUPID. well thats what they say in my head

i said to her “why are you buying pimple cream?, you dont have pimples” god im such as bitch she is insane 

my roommate sends a horrible text to me and to at we allie (my other roommate) and say that we are leaving her out and all this shit (which i talked to her about at the begining of the year when i was the one being left out-which btw she didnt take seriously) and told us she wanted to move out of she could and that we were too loud while she was trying to study for an exam today (not that we knew she had an exam, NOR did she ask us to be quite which we would of if she asked) and other horrible things, we get home and she doesnt feel like talking about it!

she is such a coward for 1. sending it in text rather than to our faces

2. for saying she doesnt feel like talking after saying horrible things about us! like we should respect her wishes after she sends a text and we want to talk at 4.30 (the text was send at 11.30)

so i went in and said that she is rude and disrespectful and never asks us for a lift but tells us when she need to go somewhere, never thanks us and talks to us when she feels like it, and that its unbeleivable that she expects me to include her coz she feels left out when i had the same problem she sniggered. i said (as she hadnt said anything) that we are trying to fix the problem but it needs to go both ways and as she kept ignoring us i called her a fucking child and left.

now just waiting for her to stop being a moody (26yr old) teenager and try to fix the problem or at least a bit better, she will soon come in and explode and im seriously considering say that ‘i dont want to talk about it now’ like she did to me

oh and btw if your wondering if she really is as bad as i am making her out to be:

SHE LIKES TO BRING THINGS UP THAT YOU TOLD HER IN CONFIDENCE AND USE IT AGIANST YOU INFRONT OF PEOPLE, leaving people going ‘what? what was that explain!’. she does this to my roommate and if you dont get what i mean its like saying to me after ive jokingly insulted her (as she has to me) “your dads dead”. the things she say is so horrible and if she ever did say that to me no joke i would punch her in the fucking head, repeatidly.

oh and btw she told her friend jokingly that because he was gay he had aids, so he said ur fat and now they are no longer speaking even after he came to apologise to her, oh and two other friends of hers hate her too, so its not just me!

apparently my room mate is still annoyed at me because on thursday she said something mean and i picked her up on it. she is 26 and she is ignoring my existence and i cant stand her she’s a manipulative bitch who thinks the world evolves around her. i hate her. that is all